Deja-Vu

A friend of mine suggested y i m writing on all the common topics like whats goin in office and the spiritual tough one, though the poem was a sweet suprise and least expected from a person like me. Y i dnt post somthng different was the issue....so lemme giv it a try.. lemme share som experience... Ths blog is nt gonna share ne thng new or nt intended to suggest or prove ne point..if u feel wat rubbish is this.. check wat u r reading
"DEJA-VU"
I got internet connection to my place(home) 4 yrs back, nothing new about it... most of u had..but i m here sharing the experience, the sweet memories, the night outs,the full tp sessions, the leg pulling sessions and somtimes the emotional breakdowns too.. leave one or two instances apart, till today it has helped me alot improving my personality, social networking and a lot.... :)
When I was a novice to messenger as well as to explorer and my sis explained me hw to use yahoo, i was wndering y shud i use it and waste my time.. I alws used to b a book worm n love reading a novel or rather watch discovery n som times cartoons..
i was like ok let me try ths also...I ddnt had a chat friend so she spared a friend for me n thn I was taught hw to use a chat room...n thn begun a revolution in my life.... of many realisations.. hw the cyber world behaves .. hw ur chat frnds can help n at time broke u n shatter u...
but one thing i alws wondered,,, whnever i sent a request to a female.. it was alws rejected... but if it was a male friend.. i never need to send a request it alws com frsthand...so i got fed up quite early vth this chat room culture.... n tht was seriously a hell waste of time too.
but ofcourse one thng i shud accept i got many good friends and and a lot of contacts....got one of my best friends today in a chat room only...he turned out the best mentor i cud ever had.
I nver had those interests in movies n talks and was alws considered a boorish creature whn it came to b part of a gang of gals(was never involved in galish talks of cloths n accessories or movies n actors or crushes n fantasies...) my sole aim was my career n was alws attracted towards those seeking the same...My interest in MBA and involvement in sports and politics made me cover a wide range of personality types.. n was able to make friends quite easily vthout ne cooking up.
so my list of friends used to cover guys n gals of simillar interests prefareble MBAs.. I was alws cautionary in choosing those on my list...today also, my list is maintained the same it used to be 2-3 yrs bak..only difference is tht the marital status of most of the friends hav changed.. but the brains and the heart still at the same frequency and same wavelengths..
even today m incashing the interst on the principal i once invested in those friends. Learnt a lot....practicality, diplomacy and most imp the art of dealing with others...Alws speak wat others like... evn if it is a lie....m still a beginner on this front because of my short temper and attitude,, but yeah m learning. the other thng i learnt was the art of flirtn... ;) thnks to u my buddy ;)
i wnder hw i learnt it but ya i learnt it somhow but still i dnt hav much time and taste for it...
not much changed evn after being a part of corporate culture except blogging as well as few gain of pounds :)
m still nt an MBA so my career is not at stagnation nw ,alot more to see and learn... to discover what is in the store for me....
planning to get married soon so will enter into a new world of relations ,compromises and ????? hav yet to discover.

leisures....

Here we are discussing different kinds of leisures one can have in office hours... mind well, if you are a SI.. u will feel tht the blog has been written by a NI.yeah its very true...cos we feel tht u r here for work.. n we are here for taking the credits for ur work...but dear..... u n me cant help it... so go bak to wrk...u hav loads to finish...m
bak to my topic...

1)Material minders:so anxious to earn and save money, they believe leisure should be utilised for supplementing ones earning.they are busy vth stocks n markets... u can hav a market analysis prima facie ata a glance frm their face...there is no difference between their regular working day and a holiday.u can find them gvn tips to others on money matters and hw much they made in the bulls.

2)New joinees: prefer to spend time in gossipp, scandalous talk,personal, defamatory or libellous conversation,outright censure and condemnation of everyone else, not excluding their own team members, leads and other colleagues as they dnt hav a system or a seat.. u can find them wandering here and there.

3) Regulars: They prefer surfing the net, chatting, & gossipping.They are the people who let the internet traffic rally...unless n untill their montir is full of of hundreds windows or their system is jus hangd.. or they recieve a secutrity warning from admin they wnt stop...they simply go the virtual way...they try all the proxies available... as they have nethng to do...

4) TPs :They prefer spending their leisure time on other's desk jus like my colleague is here on my desk... my Pl on manager's desk and my manger is at PDs desk... and the same hierarchy is followed..

5)Snoozers: They prefer sleeping....if possible on desk... ladies in rest rooms... some in canteeen... where ever it is possible without affectn ur appraisal ratings...

n i m not commenting on motherly and fatherly people who are busy with house hold discussions of kaamwali, electrician, sabjiwali and plumbers...they are busy using the sarkari phone for all house hold issues.. calling their wives, hubbies... kids....in laws and what not...

6)Bloggers:
now let us com to blogging... a big world of fokat people... after orkut and other SNWs , i feel ths is the next generation discussion forum... n seriously i meant it.....following is the normal blogger's schedule.. as orkut n most of SNWs are blocked.... this is one other option.


->some like to just comment....they r nt interested in the subject.. its their friend's blog and the link is sent to them only for commentn n they hav to comment.... thts it... watever the content is....

->some go the quantitative way in blogging.... they jus blog to increase their profile visits....and are known for the comments other scribble for them....

->some like to show their knowledge data base on cricket, current affairs... while some fools try to show their vocab power....word power made easy was nt sufficient for this species... they need barrons n all other form of dictionaries to show their skills....precisely my kinda people.

->some jus blog becos somone else had blog....

->some prefer reading someone else's stupid blogs( mite b they r unable to put their own thots into cacography).Thts wat i feel u r doin now....

Tell me if i miss ur type.....

Damnit!!! i cant understand y u people dnt like to work......

u r gettn paid for this?????

Obfuscation

today, infact yesterday night, no infact it was early morning today.. I
decided to write a blog....I decided to write frst.. but wat to write was
the major issue.. there are current affairs, one can pick up from..or
things goin in one's office or near by or goin in mind...But I decided, I
cant think a damn to scribble here... with so much cacophony ,I let my
cacography skills rally...I feel( i dnt knw ne other emotion to descibe the same) writing a blog is
a gud exercise to flush off ur memory with all the unwanted stuff tht
keeps accumulating in ur mind pot....
As per a saying "The mind is not a vessel to be filled but a fire to be kindled" so I need to kindle my brain n write this blog..
Where are we leading to??
Do u remember the last time u genuflected since ur child hood....???
Today we are alws busy in taking up the gauntlets.. trying to chase the
pace.. we have forgotten the basic meaning , the essence of our life...
Its been a gordian knot for most of us...
Today we are tryn to b a part of glitterati...
we are serving as a helot to luxuries
.. to b succuesssful today,,, u need to b a huckster and nt a
winner
...so ...
here is our youth limbering from the childhood levity and
pantomorphic structure to a suspended limbo....
most of the lowbrows hav few options left they can become milksoaps.
The metricious & hoodwinking world leave them in a state of dilemma..
the creme-de creme also, are not spared....
the dilemma is," wat this world is to me and for wat I m in this world.....
ofcourse the second one overshadows the frst one in present scenario...
those percipient enough realise it early and those who do not,,,
keep on
searching....till perdition...

Madrigal...

I wish, I wish....... u were here,
to see hw much I do care..
in words my heart flows...
in verse the expression glows..
each word I write here.............
will make my heart tear....
Yeah, every single thought of yours ......
comes out as tears...
they ask me y I alws cry....
and now I knw the reason y..
I never loved ne1 but u ...........
exception is only my tears...
I love them more than you......
cos...
whn they com out..
they tak u away frm me...
by and by.....
slowly,,,,
but steadily......
and I fear losing u..............